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Sep. 24th, 2011 11:37 am...I haven't updated in more than a month. Whoops. I don't know, I'm just lacking the energy to do much of anything online these days. Haven't even read much fic recently. Haven't drawn at all. Haven't posted the cleaned-up version of the drawing/sketch I did for Porn Battle. Haven't posted pictures of some of my latest fannish amigurumi (one of the few fannish things I AM still doing, largely because it's relaxing and I can do it in front of the TV while working my way through Fringe and True Blood. And then I have new things to cuddle because I'm actually a 5-year-old child.). Basically haven't participated in fandom at all...
Meh, I don't know what's wrong with me. Part of it might just be that I'm tragically starting to drift a bit from my main fandom (but am clinging desperately onto it still because I am not ready to leave it behind and also I really wanted to go to RCW 139 next year but if I'm no longer interested enough... :( I really wish I could have gone last summer, or that it had run this summer as well. We'll see, though - at this moment I still really want to go, but not sure how I'll feel in a year.)
Anyway, I'm trying to hype myself up about fandom in general and get back into the swing of things, but it's hard. Mostly I'm just lazy. Well, and fairly busy. Work's slowing way down now, but I've started taking Taekwondo again so that occupies every Monday and Wednesday night. And other nights I'm just lazy and end up sitting on the couch watching TV and crocheting. ^^ Or, in the past week, obesessively resarching hotels and activities in Honolulu for![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
jedinic and my upcoming trip there. You'd think I'd be tired of researching hotels after spending my days at work doing that... but it's kind of addicting and time-consuming because there are SO many choices and I was trying to find something that'd fit what we need. Times like these I rather wish I sold international travel because a. I'd have resources besides Google and Trip Advisor to help me, and b. I'd get industry discounts. As it is, I only get industry discounts if I travel within Canada. ^^
But okay, today I have all day to fuck around and do nothing, so I'm going to at least try to post some stuff and maybe work on some old drawings. And also go out at some point, because Vancouver's decided to give a last burst of summer for today and I want to make the most of it.
Okay, next couple of posts will have actual fannish content, I promise - not just me bitching about my own lack of inspiration and energy for fandom. ^^ Just wish I knew how to get it back... I still love fandom, but sometimes it just tires me out, especially the wank in the bigger fandoms. I need to stick with nice small happy fandoms. :)
Meh, I don't know what's wrong with me. Part of it might just be that I'm tragically starting to drift a bit from my main fandom (but am clinging desperately onto it still because I am not ready to leave it behind and also I really wanted to go to RCW 139 next year but if I'm no longer interested enough... :( I really wish I could have gone last summer, or that it had run this summer as well. We'll see, though - at this moment I still really want to go, but not sure how I'll feel in a year.)
Anyway, I'm trying to hype myself up about fandom in general and get back into the swing of things, but it's hard. Mostly I'm just lazy. Well, and fairly busy. Work's slowing way down now, but I've started taking Taekwondo again so that occupies every Monday and Wednesday night. And other nights I'm just lazy and end up sitting on the couch watching TV and crocheting. ^^ Or, in the past week, obesessively resarching hotels and activities in Honolulu for
jedinic and my upcoming trip there. You'd think I'd be tired of researching hotels after spending my days at work doing that... but it's kind of addicting and time-consuming because there are SO many choices and I was trying to find something that'd fit what we need. Times like these I rather wish I sold international travel because a. I'd have resources besides Google and Trip Advisor to help me, and b. I'd get industry discounts. As it is, I only get industry discounts if I travel within Canada. ^^But okay, today I have all day to fuck around and do nothing, so I'm going to at least try to post some stuff and maybe work on some old drawings. And also go out at some point, because Vancouver's decided to give a last burst of summer for today and I want to make the most of it.
Okay, next couple of posts will have actual fannish content, I promise - not just me bitching about my own lack of inspiration and energy for fandom. ^^ Just wish I knew how to get it back... I still love fandom, but sometimes it just tires me out, especially the wank in the bigger fandoms. I need to stick with nice small happy fandoms. :)
